Devious Journal Entry
Journal Entry:
Sat Nov 14, 2009, 1:01 PM
I both hate and amuse myself.
And I HATE decision making!!!
So here's the scene:
Sarah, Sammy and Joey's cuz, is having a grad party! Joey mentioned it last time I talked with him a week ago but I totally forgot. I borrowed Twilight off Sammy the other day, and finished it today; good book, I recommend reading it. Anywho I txted her that I finished it n such and she asked if I wanted the second and I said sure and asked if she wanted to go for a walk, but she said she had that grad party to go to and invited me. I said that as much fun as that sounds I'd have to pass. Then she told me Jake, her boytoy, was gunna be there. And I laughed, amused at myself for the hesitancy of myself. And asked when. She said after church and I told her to have Joey to decide for me, else I'll poke him to death. A lil while later Joey calls and I'm like decide for me!!! And he's like, I dunno, do what you want. I'm like. . . eeeehhhhh T-T and then I asked if Bobby, their other cuz was gunna be there. And he said yes, and I once again laughed at myself. I really respect and admire Bobby...for some reason. I dunno, the memories I have of him, though are few, were apparently really good, and I would love an excuse to see him (though apparently he now has a fiance...). So I sighed and flipped a coin, and the coin said no. ... ... ... damn fates, since when did I ever listen to them! I asked if anyone would mind if I went, even though I knew Jake was also going, and he snorted and said that people bring people no one knows all the time, so that made me feel a bit better. I mean, I'm practically part of Joey's family, immediate family anyway, as it is... And apparently Jake is fitting the role nicely. Perhaps I have a replacement? HAH, as if. Joey's mother wouldn't let go of me that easily. Either way... So finally I said that I wouldn't mind going. And he asked if I wanted to go to church with them or not, and I laughed. Then he said that Jake was going with them, and I laughed one more but for a different reason. I said that I didn't feel like burning the moment I stepped into the church, but he reminded me that I did go to church with them before. Still... There isn't enough holy water in the world. . .
I dunno.
It just all amused, and amuses me to no end.
*siiigh*
I really hate making decisions.
- Mood:
Amused - Listening to: Palladio by Escala
- Reading: Twilight saga
- Playing: Final Fantasy V
- Drinking: Grape Juice
and thanks ^_^
--
A scattered dream that's like a far-off memory, I want to line the pieces up yours and mine
as we listen to this jinxed melody.''
greets nd hug
Yea I always end up finding mistakes in my works, and I'm all like UGH, that or I feel that I can write a certain thing better, but I general resist that urge jus because then I'd go back and rewrite EVERYTHING and that wouldn't really be good coz then I wouldn't have any earlier works to be like 'see I did get better!' but yea........
<3
but these were some mistakes i HAD to change. ( writing you while meaning him XD)
oooh the story and drawing totally got me in the christmas mood !(which is a good think ^^)
greets nd hug
But I just gotta make sure that I transfer them from my notebook to the compy first o.O THAT'S the hard part for me.
But yea, I saw those...
And I need to come up with something to do for Christmas this year. I skipped Halloween, so I like NEED to do Christmas...but what o.O
i love the feeling helping other people brings. a few years ago we(my familie) were helping a old nun who runned a sort of hotel for the poor. but she was to old, so this HUGE building had to be empty before newyears eve. (we were on a vacation in luxembourg, at a house from friends of ours) so we helped the whole vacation.
it made me feel like i'm a good person ^^
(but of course i'm also going to a nice christmas party with friends, like all normal young people XD)
greets nd hug
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